Thursday, December 23, 2010

Saya Suka!

Uish..dah lama sgt tak blogging....
Mungkinkah sibuk dgn life baru?...owh...tidak jugak....keje tade la menimbun mcm dulu..masih ada ruang berpeleseran di mana-mana..hahah
Cuma nye sebab jarang online kot. Leceh la..kat office nak online kene tukar port la...itu la...ini la...system yg sgt lemah di sini...Alahai..bila la nak upgrade to user friendly environment nie.....
Rindu nye dgn life lama... Rindu dgn  kerja-kerja graphic yg dah lama tak buat....lepas ni..cari Free tutorial la dan boleh try buat....al-maklumla..dah install CS 3 kat sini...
lepas nie nak carik more issue untuk di blogkan.....
kene rajin..dan tak boleh malas.......

Apa yg jadik lately nie...hmmm
Little Miss Munchkin menunjukkan progress yg baik dlm tumbesaran dia... berat dah ala-ala guni beras...10.4 kg....si cinonet yg dah semakin bijak....suka tgk development kendiri dia bila duduk kat taska nie....lebih berdikari dan cepat belajar keperluan diri sendiri...I LURVE....
As for my self...Alhamdulillah sgt-sgt......tak perlu repeat any paper last sem...lulus semua walaupun ala-ala cukup makan.....so this sem kene berusaha lebih utk lepaskan paper LAW..owh..sungguh la tak suka...tapi..sekarang nie..mmg bergelumang dgn buku-buku akta pun......aish....Insyaallah...akan ku usahakan untuk habiskan by the end of next year....CAIYOK!

Friday, December 10, 2010

My slip of tongue

Ada orang tak suka saya sebab mulut saya yg selalu berterus terang kot. Most of the time, I will said it out what ever I felt. At certain condition, this had become a probs for me. Ntah la....saya susah sikit nak sorok apa yang saya rasa... people can easily tell when I'm mad, when I'm happy and etc..
kalau ada benda yang saya tak suka... most of the time I will say it...
Tapi tula.... sometimes, it gave me a bad impact....haishh..because of my slip of tongue...my mouth work faster than my brain those....Uwaaaa...... Now, I need chocolate theraphy.... Too looo....

Friday, December 3, 2010

Suspen!

Sgt suspen bila Little Miss Munchkin jatuh kat rumah n she vomitting. Saya SGTTTTTT risau... what will happen to my little angel.

Kronologi

9:30 pm :
kat umah, adik jatuh dgn kepala terhantuk straight ke lantai. Nangis tak hengat. semua gara-gara nak amik mainan atas sofa. Gosok-gosok n demah sikit. Then pujuk2 n cuba tidurkan dia.

3:00 am :
Nangis, rupanye adik poo poo. Tukar pampers n feed her. After a while, dia dah tak mo minum susu. Luckily tak bangun terus sebab immediate after that, adik muntah.....Terus tak mo tido balik... bawak ke depan n tidurkan dia kat depan.

3:30- am - 3.45 am:
Dengar adik batuk and vomitting while I'm in the toilet. She vomit again. Pada masa nie, hati saya dah tak tenteram dah. afraid something serius memandangkan dia jatuh agak kuat juga malam tu. When she wake up, jalan pun mcm dah tak betul. She cannot walk for long, she will sure bang on something ao else she will sit down.. At this time, I know there is something worng somewhere. Ajak PIC pegi Hospital. No clinic as if anything happen dah kat sana dah...

5: 15 am:
siap-siap kan semua, mandikan adik ala kadar. Solat, siapkan Little Miss Daughnut..n off to Hosp.

kat sana lepas register n jumpa dr sume. Dr suruh pegi scan. Takut ada pendarahan dalaman. Nurse bagi ubat untuk tidokan adik. First time bagi, dia muntahkan balik semua ubat tu. Try for 2nd time. Bagi dia minum sikit2. First syringe dia muntah balik semua. 2nd syringe ok. after a while adik tido n bring her for scan. The time I saw she was lying there near the ct scan make me wanna cry. Pity my lil angel....

After finish scan, wait for dr report. I feel relief when dr said she is fine. Tade darah beku or what so ever. But she must be put under observation just in case the symptom repeating. Alhamdulillah. She is fine. Baru la rasa lega sikit.... Lepas ni kene lebih berhati-hati when she is around. Dont want this to happen again...

Thursday, November 25, 2010

New

It had been almost 3 week at a new place. Banyak yang berubah. Suka atau tidak, this is my new life that I have to accept. Walau pun berlaku sedikit kejutan budaya. Mungkinkah satu hari nanti, inilah budaya kerja yg aku lakukan?...well, we wait n see. Dulu, workload boleh dikatakan sentiasa ada. Kat sini, dah 3 minggu not so much of this aku dah buat. Kerja?..erms..boleh diaktakan tade...Haish...boring. Dah biasa buat multitasking. Kat sini lain sikit. Dahla menukar menjadi ayu. Pegi opis pakai baju kurng n heels...owh...tunggu uniform baru lain sikit kot...Hopefully dengan job baru nie, it will not stopping me from learning and exploring the graphic world and technology. So far so good.. Hope I will do well here n success. All this is for my lovely princess, to give them the best, with Halalan Toyyiba rezki.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

RINDU!

Uwa....rindunye dengan blog nie... dah tersangat lama tak update. Life is beign upside down lately. Banyak bende nak kene settle. 
Dengan enviro yang terbaru. Hmm.. terlalu awal untuk dicerita. for the past 2 weeks, no internet excess at office, sebab tak dapat meja lagi.. last week, kursus satu minggu. Arghh,banyak kene study. Kene muhasabah diri untuk study my new job and at the same time, fall in love with it. Bagaimanakah?? Tuhan lebih mengetahui. Rindu dengan kerja yang lama, I mean, job task..not so on the enviro hmm.. What past is past. kene move on and pandang jauh ke depan.

My Target for next year: <--sgt berat OK!
  1. Confirm in 1 year
  2. Finish my second degree
  3. Gonna grab a chance to proceed with master
  4. Be an excellence staff.. gonna do the best for this.

Wish me the best for my new job...

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

I'm leaving on a jet plane

Sedih, happy, takut, nervous...arghh..mix feeling...
To all who knows already.. yesza..i'm leaving the company that I have been working for 6 years, 2 month and 15 days (till the date i'm writing this)...
Where am I going..well.. I'm gonna do something that out of the usual.. out of my expertise...something realy new to me.. Later will tell OK..so for now..be patient..

I have so many feeling on leaving this company.. which had give me so much knowledge, I do learn a lot during my years here. All my tears and laugh.. it sad that I have to leave.. but, life must go on. Last time, when they ask me, how can I stay here for 6 years? I told them that, no matter how I love and hate my job now, it a GODS willing. I believe that Allah SWT  have better plan for me, for my future. Hoping for the best. Writing this make me wanna cry.. so sad of leaving all the memories here. Gonna miss all my frens here. Gonna miss my job here. But for sure I'm not gonna miss the makcik Serama inside that much....hahah....

Wishing for the best.....for me...n YOU!!

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

20.10.2010

Andai ku tahu….
Kapan tiba ajalku…
Ku akan memohon tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku…
Andai ku tahu…
Kapan tiba masaku…
Ku akan memohon tuhan jangan kau ambil nyawaku…
Aku takut akan semua dosa dosaku…
Aku takut dosa yg terus membayangiku…
Andai ku tahu…
Malaikatmu kan menjemputku…
Izinkan aku mengucap kata taubat padamu…
Aku takut akan semua dosa dosaku…
Aku takut dosa yg terus membayangiku…
Ampuni aku dari segala dosa dosaku…
Ampuni aku menangis ku bertaubat padamu…
Aku manusia yang takut neraka…
Namun aku juga tak pantas disurga…
Andai ku tahu….
Kapan tiba ajalku…
Izinkan aku mengucap kata taubat padamu…
Aku takut akan semua dosa dosaku…
Aku takut dosa yg terus membayangiku…
Ampuni aku dari segala dosa dosaku…
Ampuni aku menangis ku bertaubat padamu… 

Disaat ini, hati menangis tak siapa tahu. betapa diri ini kerdil disisimu. Bait-bait puitis yang membawa kepada ingatan buat sahabat tersayang yang telah pergi.
Kesedihan ini, yang tak pernah hilang sejak lewat 2 tahun yang lalu. Disaat aku mengenangkan tarikh yang seharusnya menjadi medan kita bergurau senda,bertanya khabar, bakal berlalu begitu sahaja. Sahabat, sesungguhnya hati ini rindu padamu. Rindu akan gelak tawamu disaat kamu gelek-gelek nyanyi lagu dangdut senget kamu, disaat kita sama-sama berlinangan air mata dek kerna cinta tak kesampaian, betapa persahabatan itu indah, walau disaat kita bermasam muka dan bertikam lidah. Jatuh bangun bersama. Walaupun kini kita berjauhan, namun, sayang itu tak pernah hilang, ingatan itu tak pernah jauh. Semoga titian persahabatan ini kekal ke akhir hayat kita, sungguh pun kini kita membawa haluan berbeza....LOVE YOU ALL.....

Monday, October 11, 2010

Satu persinggahan

Andai sampai masanya
Kaki ini akan terus melangkah
Perjalanan ini akan ku teruskan
Walau pun tanpa kerelaan
Demi sebuah masa depan

Andai sampai masanya
Persinggahan yang sementara
Walau pahit akan ku telan
Betapa manis akan kuingat
Relakanlah kaki ini

Andai sampai masanya
Mungkinkan akan ku berpaling
Walau sekadar sekilas cuma
Demi segala keindahan 
Demi segala pengalaman
Demi segala pengajaran

Andai sampai masanya
Izinkan diri ini meneruskan perjalanan
Maafkan segala kekilafan
Kekasaran bahasa dan kata
Diri ini hanyalah insan biasa
Yang punya seribu kekalutan
Hamba ini hanyalah hambaMU...

Andai sampai masanya..



Monday, October 4, 2010

Memang saya kecik Hati!

Adamasanya, Allah buka kan mata kita, untuk melihat, siapa kawan dan siapa lawan.
Wajarkah kita berkawan dengan orang yang bukan nak kawan ngan kita sangat pun? Dimanakah keikhlasan dan kejujuran dalam persahabatan? Tak pe la... biar kami jaga keluarga kecil kami...
If that is how you look at our friendship, fine. there is nothing I can do. But please, if you do this to us today, one day you will be paid the same... orang tak hingin, takkan kita plak nak terhegeh. Tapi saya SEDIH.

Friday, October 1, 2010

Masa sgt Jelous

kalau dah lam tak update blog, mesti ramai yg suka ckp...fuh...fuh...dah bersawang..tapi saya advance sket....kasi vakum sama ini blog....vroooommmmm.....vrooommmm.....
heheh. Maksudnya dah kronik la tu...
Anyway, tak dah bape lama tak update blog. Sgt bz sebenarnya + pakcik internet yg sgt slow dan lembap. 
Dua-tiga menjak ni mmg bz hasil daripada :
kelas yang sgt rapat = assignment yg sgt banyak perlu disettlekan... berbaris tu assignment
upcoming event kat opis = kerja yang bersepah-sepah
cuti raya = kemalasan yang melanda diri

haish...gamba raya pun saya tak sempat nak update.. kene usaha lebih ni nak siapkan keje. Cerita raya, biarlah gambar sahaja yang bercerita. ada masa upload lagi k.

Gambar raya kami

Anak buah baru saya yg lahir pada hari mantai - Malik Ataubaq

Little Miss Munchkin kene dera

Main pasir tak hengat
PIC yang suka sebab impian tercapai

Friday, September 24, 2010

Selamat Hari Lahir sayang!

To my lil girl....yesterday 14 syawal is ur birthday...Happy 1 hijrah year.... Ibu love you so much n will do forever...May this Little Girl be a good muslims and a good child to ibu n abah....

Her very first day seeing the world...fresh from oven..

this also means I succesfully breasfeed her for one year.....one more year to go at least... Semoga Allah SWT permudahkan segalanya dalam memberi yang terbaik buat mu....AMIN...


Thursday, September 2, 2010

Dugaan Ramadhan!!

Damn!...I am so pissed off this 2 days....
Arghhh.... First...coz of somebody who happen to lie to us...not me..us OK..who is us....let me just keep it down under. Telling us that migrating to a new place because of certain-certain things...tu la kan. Sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga. Kantoi di FB where this person is actually...the sad part is...other people know where this person go. It's only us.. Sedihnya....Terasa diri diperbodohkan.... Dengan kitorang nie pun ko tipu kan...Kitorang bodoh2 percaya... Cukupla pandangan buruk orang lain terhadap kami. Ini pula yg berlaku....Damn.. After being tazkirah by PIC, I feel a bit released. Saya tidak mendoakan keburukan kepada beliau..Tapi, saya percaya Allah itu adil. mungkin ini balasan pada diri mereka2 yang terlibat diatas dosa-dosa yang lepas...uwaaa....
Today pula...
As being assign by PIC, I went to nearby "ah long" berlesen to change some notes for Hari Raya. Got my number, and I wait as usual...I wait...n I wait...seeing one by one number being called. Aik... a few person who is just arrived also being called already, but me..no.... At one point, that is enough..So I go direct to the counter and telling the officer when is my turn that I had been waiting for so long...Then only they entertained me...OMG.. Please la...next time, get a good system to make sure that ur customer dun have to wait for that long. I dun have all day OK.... I do appologise to the officer for that I some kind of tinggikan suara...but she just buat dunno.... Speaking of puasa..but she also dun realy being a good puasa person for not being kind and pemaaf. I know my fault, and I already appologise OK.....But to this "Ah Long" berlesen..please la.......

p/s : I am not an angel.... Saya bukan orang yang penyabar... Saya mudah marah..dan saya mudah cool ..but please... jgn ambil kesempatan OK..

Monday, August 30, 2010

Little Miss Munchkin wish raya!

Ni kalau Little Miss Daughnut nampak mesti dia jeles..hehe

Yeay..Raya Mode : bertukar.....

Yeay...dah abih dah kelas 3rd seminar.....
Makanya...bermula lah persiapan raya secara bersuka ria...hehe. Bukan apa..sebelum nie otak serabut fikir itu nak kene buat, ini nak kene buat...So dengan berakhirnya kelas semalam, settle one things. Assignment dah anta. cuma tinggal exercise ECO je...oleh kerana saya dalam mood nak raya, nanti la ye en ECO...nanti la ek saya bukak. Semalam dengan jayanya juga PIC menjaga dua budak tecit ti di rumah. Heheh..

Raya tahun nie, keluarga kami dah ada Little Miss Munchkin. Tahun lepas dia ada jugak, tapi dalam peyut la. Ini juga bermaksud, dia dah nak setahun. Cepatnya la membesar.
Buat masa nie, saya nak sudahkan kerja-kerja menjahit. Target siapkan by this week. yeesszaaa...selamat menjahit kepada diri sendiri...OH Little Miss Munchkin, please have a good nite sleep ye.. Ibu bz nak menjahit baju OK!..

Lepas habis jahit baju...Erms.. kuih raya time. tatau lagi nak buat kuih ape. Ye saya suka buat kuih sendiri. Tak suka beli sebenarnya. Ada lah 2-3 jenis yg dok bergendang-gendang dalam kepala nie. Perlaksanaannya..Kita tunggu OK.  Cuma masa je la sempat ke tak. Tu next week punye planning. Then dah raya...lalalal.....Speaking of that, duit raya tak tukar lagi nie...isk..kang bank tade duit tuka plak. Damn. Kasi voucher je la dulu boleh?..

Namun, dalam kemeriahan, ada jugak kesedihan. Tahun pertama PIC merayakan raya sebagai anak yatim piatu. Saya yg sedih lebih-lebih plak. nak buat mcm mana. Tak dapat nak bayangkan suasana raya tanpa arwah. Selalunya, beliaulah yg sibuk sediakan juadah untuk dirumah. Rindunya dengan masakan-masakan wajib arwah. Saya dan PIC sedang merancang untuk menyediakan juadah yg selalunye arwah yg buat. Tgk la jadi ke idak ye. Saya tahu rasanya takkan sama. Tapi saya akan cuba. Nie la yang sempat saya belajar dari arwah.  
kenangan raya bersama arwah. AL-Fatihah.

Teruk betulkan, mcm bebudak. Puasa tak habih lagi, sibuk pasal raya. Biarlah ape korang nak cakap pun..heheh<--Gelak dengan evilnya!

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

PENAT

3rd entry of the day! in a short time.
I'm tired of this klung klang...tired of their game. But what can I do..I have to stay here. Allah masih menetukan rezeki ku disini. GOD, please give me strength. I know it's the best for me...Tapi...sejauh manakah diri ini mampu bertahan....

SHUT ur mounth up!!

Lately, with my tight schedule, perasaan juga terumbang-ambing...

Letih dengan apa yg jadi disekeliling lately ni. Orang yg buat deeeekkk je...Orang yang suka complain.....n orang yg angin cam puting beliung....

I discover that, there is somebody who hate me because of my attitude. Kerana saya yg jadi orang yg selalu sound lah lebih kurang. Hey you! It's better hurt now then later...sekurang-kurang nye, saya tak hipokrit dan saya sedang berusaha untuk mengurangkan dosa mengumpat OK. Saya lebih suka berterus terang ngan orang itu dari nanti orang itu dengar benda yg tak elok dari mulut orang lain. haish...tak puas hati cakap. Ini tak..simpan lepas tu mengadu kat orang lain. kan ke buruk jadinye nanti. haish.....is it time for me to shut-up?...



So much things to do, with so little time.

Nak blogging pun tak sempat. Tangan dah gatal, tapi nak buat mcm mana. Hari nie...curi2 jugak...
lately, I'm super bz. Kat opis sibuk, kat rumah pun sama...

Office work load
tetibe je most of job on hand nak sume...alhamdulillah manage to finish it walau pun terpaksa korbankan masa lunch untuk buat benda ni sume...I hate it but have to.

Assignment wise
still got 3 assignment to finish up by this weekend class. MKT dah siap, HR in progress, ECO blom sentuh, n still got one test to finish up...actually lunch time telah diperuntukkan untuk buat assignment, tapi oleh kerana kerja opis kene cover time lunch...dah tertangguh. kat rumah nak siapkan assign susah sket coz kene tidurkan 2 budok tu dulu..

Persiapan raya..
Ape-ape pun, kene settlekan kelas this weekend dulu. Walau pun hati nie, nak siapkan our baju..Tapi tak pe..kene sabar sket OK. Kalau assignment siap awal pun, still need to study for classes.

Owh..penat nye kepala nak fikir. Wish I had all the strength. tu belum masuk lagi satu job rahsia..heheh....adoi la...Anyway..goal hari nie, kene siapkan assign HRM dan boleh selit buat ECO n Test...

Friday, August 13, 2010

I refuse to Give Up!

Salam Ramadhan untuk semua, lambat sket wish...bukan apa..kepala tengah serabut..banyak sgt benda nak kene buat sebenarnya....jahit baju, assignment yg melimpah ruah...si kenit 2 orang tu lagi...atoi la....I'm freaking bz sekarang nie.. adakalanya saya give up nak buat satu bende...tapi dikuatkan juga hati kerana, saya tak nak buat kerja separuh jalan. Perjalanan saya masih jauh... Jadi saya perlu kutip segalanya demi untuk masa depan semua selagi saya terdaya. 

Puasa tahun nie sedikit berbeza berbanding tahun2 yang lepas. Pertama kali saya berpuasa sebagai breastfeeding mom. Pertama kali juga saya berpuasa tanpa Mak aka mak mertua saya. Pertama kali my PIC sambut raya sebagai anak yatim piatu.. Tak pe, saya temankan awak k....heheh...

First day puasa, sgt la mencabar...melepek jugak la..dengan serangan sakit kepala nye..aiyak...tapi saya sgt suka dengan penghasilan susu untuk si kenit. Sangatlah memberangsangkan. Dah lama tak dapat banyak tu. Masa dulu-dulu waktu 3-4 bulan pertama memang meriah. Sekrang dah kurang..huhu..Tapi tu la kan..kuasa Allah SWT. Pada ketika hati risau itulah, dimudahkan rezeki untuk si kecil mendapat bekalannya...Alhamdulillah. Mungkin juga disebabkan saya jaga makan dan minum saya masa itu. Pastikan saya minum air dengan banyak untuk mengelakkan dihidrasi, ambil pula all supplement dari SHAKLEE yang saya beli. Makanan yang cukup, dan hasilnya..voala!!...

Apa-apa pun, saya akan tingkatkan usaha bagi menjayakan apa yg sedang saya lakukan sekarang.. AMIN...

Friday, August 6, 2010

Inilah dia....

Hopefully everything will be just fine for my lil girl!!...


Dengan iringan doa dan semangat, diperisakan oleh benda ini..heheh..kapak den ...

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Uwaaa....chicken pox sudah mari!!

lama nye tak update blog.... bukak selalu, idea nak tulis banyak, tapi tak punye kesempatan untuk menaip je...
so first post untuk OGOS.....

Sekarang ni ada kat umah. Terpaksa amik EL..sebab...
LITTLE MISS MUNCHKIN kene CHICKEN POX...arghhh...langsailah cuti ibu jawapnye yg dah tinggal bape kerat je tu lagi...kesian la plak tengok kulit dia yg melepuh-melepuh tu....semalam cari air kelapa tade, ari nie suruh PIC cari lagi. Malam tadi dia tak boleh tido sgt, badan kejap panas kejap OK. Kejap tido atas pangku...kejap nak tido menerap atas dada, miang agaknye. Ibu dia pun dah naik sakit kepala sebab asyik terjaga je.. susu pun dia tanak minum sgt. Bila siang dia ok la. Boleh lagi gi main-main dgn Little Miss Daughnut. Tu LMD tgh membebel kat adik dia sebab rajin sgt mengemas..hehehh.
Walau pun Little Miss Munchkin demam, the good things is, she take her few first step semalam. wah...anak ibu dah pandai nak melangkah. Siap la lepas nie. Habih satu rumah la dia tawaf.anyway, I'm proud of her. Kepada semua yg mendoakan kesihatan anakanda saya, Thanks a lot. Sgt menghargainya.....

Barang yg aku order tu dah sampai. Tapi masih ada kat opis. Hati nie rasa mcm nak pegi je amik. Tapi, alahaii......Barang nie untuk persediaan bulan puasa nie..Berdebar sebab nie first time lalui puasa sebagai breasfeeding mother.. Wish me luck OK.....

Monday, August 2, 2010

Aksi Berani Mati!

Hahahha.....
Tajuk cam gempak je....
Tapi sebenarnya....tade le gempak mana pun...
Hari nie saya dengan berani nye telah menempah sesuatu di online hahah..
dah siap buat payment sumer..heheh
habis la duit tu kalo dibuat nye org tu tipu..isk...
Apakah barang itu??...hehhe tungguuuu...

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya ia adalah untuk membantuku dalam menyelesaikan misiku bersempena bulan ramadhan ini....bantulah hambamu ini.....AMIIINNNNNN....

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Nursing Room OU..SGT best

Yesszaaa...Sgt suka baby room baru di OU..sgt syiookk..... First time perasan kewujudan bilik tu..terus terpanggil nak masuk situ....
sgt chantek, bersih dan best..
Kenapa saya kata best...
  • menyediakan ruang yang besar - senang nak tolak stroller
  • ada ruang untuk kanak2 - ada flat screen TV yang tayangkan kartun
  • ruang untuk menunggu sambil membaca majalah
  • station menyalin lampin yang bersih
  • Air panas dan air sejuk disediakan melalui water dispenser
  • sink berhampiran
  • ruang menyusu strictly for ladies only
  • siap ada buai lagi.....
  • dan deko yg sgt menyerlah n nice
the next weekday....baby room ini telah dipaparkan dalam Berita Harian....
sgt suka effort yg diberikan oleh pihak OU yg prihatin dan mesra pengguna...THANKS a lot....


Friday, July 2, 2010

Kerana BOLA itu

Makan BOLA...tidur BOLA...minum BOLA!!

hehe..Sekarang sana sini bola...di mana-mana pun topik bola juga yg menjadi perbualan...
tapi satu perkara yg tak best nye.....dan sgt menyedihkan..apabila ada dikalangan sahabat handai yang 'bertaruh' pasukan masing-masing....

Ustazah saya pernah memberitahu sebarang bentuk pertaruhan yg melibatkan ganjaran..adalah sama dengan perjudian..so in this case sama la...tak kiralah pertaruhan dibuat dalam bentuk apa sekali pun.

Sahabat handai saya disini..mempertaruhkan pasukan masing-masing dengan ganjaran belanja makan..ish..ish...ish...lagi teruk....hasil perjudian yang menjadi darah daging... ditambah lagi. Mereka yg kecundang siap kene belanja mereka yg menang dan pasangan nye sekali. Bayangkan jika pasangan ini mengandung atau menyusukan badan...terus salurkan pula pada baby-baby mereka pula....sungguh sedih mengenangkan keadaan itu. Bila ditegur berkenaan perkara ini, antara jawapan yg diterima....

"kitorang 'bet' belanja makan je. bukan nye guna duit"...

setahu saya...tidak pula diperkatakan judi tu kene guna duit kan..kalau macam tu...ramai la orang islam yang berjudi dan menggadaikan rumah hatta segala bende maknika pun...It's sad when see this things happen among my circle of frenz....

saya bukan la seorang ustazah atau cendiakawan...tapi tak salah rasanya berkongsi apa yg kita tahu.. ilmukan untuk dikongsi... jgnlah menghalalkan yang haram... JUDI kan termasuk dalam dosa besar...uwaaa..

Friday, June 25, 2010

Owh..sgt tak suka

Today I had been approached by somebody from the net who I have been added in my YM list recently. I didn't know her but, I thought she know me , maybe my old fren. Somewhere somehow I have a feeling that she have 'other' interest. And I was correct! when she ask me some question, owh..this is not good. So...I straightly block this sender on my list..yes I did.......TAKOOOTTTT....!!!

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Tangga oh Tangga!!

Penatnye naik tangga ni! sekian lama menapak, masih tak sampai-sampai. Kalau tukar tangga lain boleh tak?..

Friday, June 18, 2010

Diamond or just a piece of glass!!

Para wanita berasa bangga apabila mempertontonkan rambut mereka yang cantik, susuk tubuh yang menawan, wangian yang bisa mencuit jiwa sang arjuna, suara yang lemak merdu dan sebagainya yg cukup untuk menyatakan keindahan milik seorang wanita....tapi sayangnya ia seringkali ditempat yang salah....

Al-Quran sudahpun menggariskan batas-batas pemakaian yg sebaik-baiknya...tapi.. kita seringkali leka dan lalai...memandang ringan akan perintah-Nya.. ada sebab kenapa diadakan ketetapan sebegitu! Diluar sana ramai yang:

  • bertudung tapi telanjang...owh ini sgt banyak
  • kepala bertutup, tapi baju lengan pendek, kain senteng..<--what the heck?...tak paham sungguh...
  • pakai tudung, tapi tetiba seluar steng....
  • pada majlis tertentu...sungguh ayu berbaju kurung, tetiba baju jarang hingga corak di bra pun boleh nampak
  • yang kes lengan terlangah ni lagi la banyak...
  • di opis pakai tudung..tetiba di luar ops! tudung tertinggal lak kat umah
  • penampilan dilihat ayu bertudung, tetiba on the net..boleh plak ada gambar2 yg tak sepatutnya..aiyak!.kalo dah letak kat net gambar tak pakai tudung, sama je OK!
  • yang suara mengalahkan ribut petir belum kira lagi
  • wangian yang semerbak satu lif satu hal lagi.. sgt takut bila terbaca satu artikel yg menggariskan perempuan yang memakai wangian di luar rumah umpama melacurkan dirinya.
  • terlampau banyak sebenarnya untuk diceritakan..kalau list down, mahu tujuh hari tujuh malam tak habis..
ada kalanya, mata ini sungguh sakit melihat keadaan yang sungguh menyedihkan. Muhasabah  diri; ada sebab kenapa diri ini tidak dijadikan bertubuh cantik, berambut ikal mayang, dsbgnya. Kerana mungkin sekiranya semua ini ku miliki, habis semua dipertontonkan pada umum. Seharusnya kita patut bangga kerana aset diri mempunyai nilai exclusive yg hanya diberikan kepada VVIP nan seorang itu sahaja. Kalau setakat ramai mata yg dah merayapi tubuh itu, sama la macam barang yg dijual di pasar malam, lelong..lelong..isk....

it's ur choice, whether to put ur self as a diamond or just a piece of glass!!

sesungguhnya, diri ini masih belum sempurna dan takkan jadi sempurna.. tapi, insyaallah, akan cuba untuk memperbaiki diri.

Semua itu adalah...hak milik kekal seorang yang bernama suami... 

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Little Miss Munchkin is 8 month already!

Ibu little girl is already 8 mons....


  • still dun have any teeth...huhuh
  • weighted about 8.45 kg already..owh my michellin girl...
  • can stand with her hand holding something and move her feet around..berjalan sikit2..
  • Sgt pandai menyepahkan rumah..Little Miss Daughnut kutip mainan...adik tolong sepahkan balik..
  • When fetch her from nursery, she know how to landing on my laps and ask for her yummy milk...
  • She's now trying to stand on her own. she can stand for about 5-10 second already...
  • there is an attempt to climb the sofa..oh no...can't imagine what gonna happen when she can walk already.
  • her hair is getting longer!

Thursday, June 10, 2010

BUSY!!

Owh....I only have two hand.....
I'll do what ever I can...
To meet what ever u want....
The return that I got is just as small as an "ant"....


Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Somebody is leaving!!

People come and go....but the memory remains.....

Gonna miss you dear....

Thursday, June 3, 2010

MY lunch!!

My LUNCH today.....tempat senyum...as refered by BONG bing bung....hehhe....

Medium set consist of...
Fillet O Fish
French Fries
Coke w/o ice
Chocolate sundae shared by 3 people....


Total calorie intake for that lunch....OMG it's already 1198 kcal....

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

An Evening In Shah Alam

It's Sunday....

Morning...
the plan was to go to Pasar Tani to buy some vege and meat...but..to lazy to get my self ready to go out. So..there goes our morning..breakfast prepared by PIC.....and playing with the kids .... menyelesaikan mana2 yg terbengkalai...

Tgh Hari...
Prepare lunch.....carrot rice with grill fish, fried vege and some salad...yeay..nice lunch..until pur mood was spoil with our so not sensititve neighbour who give us some ear treatment... kalau suara sedap tape jugak...tak fikir agaknya yg weekend org nak rehat kat rumah ke, budak nak tido ke, mcm la die sorang je ada stereo..rasanya nak aje gi ketuk rumah derang n kasi ceramah sket...

Evening
After the mood spoil incident, PIC decide to go out..hehe...hari cuti memang la susah nak melekat kat umah. There is several option of outing, Putrajaya la, Klang la...At last..off to Shah Alam we go... the goal was to bring Little Miss Daughnut and Little Miss Munchkin for playing session at the park and after maghrib...i-city...

Get the girl prepared, and off to Shah Alam... 
We manage to arrive Tasik Shah Alam around 5:30..almost 6:00...OMG..can hardly find parking space, they event park at the bahu jalan..and..the playground was so pack...terlalu ramai kanak-kanak...Since dah sampai situ, cari jugakla parking...manage to find one. At the playground...to many kids were playing and it definitely of my safety standard..Sorry warga Shah Alam, but...the park was so...not to my expectation.
We used to go to Tasik Perdana, yes the condition was much-much better...I know that it was recently update the facility, at least they care about the safety of the kids playing there....MBSA please go and check the playground...some of it is not well maintain...the bench look old...can't they do some maintenance?...salah satu alat permainan disitu...saya kategorikan sebagai bahaya. the kids can simply fall from that lubang OK...IT'S TERSANGAT BAHAYA!!... as a mother, saya sebolehnya mahu anak saya main dalam persekitaran yg selamat...dengan keadaan slide yg mcm tu....tidak kah mereka periksa?...buatlah sesuatu sebelum perkara tidak di ngini berlaku...tamannya tidak diselenggara dengan baik....It look so old....salah satu permainan yg ada, the gap in between is so big that small kids can easily fall off... Anyway..after this visit, I dun think we are going there again next time. Better stick to Tasik Perdana.....

ruang antara besi yg sg la besar...

taman penuh manusia

 keadaan taman yg tak diselenggara dgn baik...

Then we head to Tesco Extra to have some drinks and prepared for Maghrib...the reason we go there because not so much people there..get some drinks and Little Miss Daughnut lapar, so we get her some nasi goreng...boleh la...as long as she can eat....
hmm..ni la dia kan..ada kemudahan tak tahu nak jaga. the nursing room was not cleaned. Nursing and changing room should be clean la..it supposed to be hygiene. surau jgn cakaplah..after that...we head to our next stop....I-CITY...


15-20 minutes drive from there,... sampai sana... mak aihh...ramainye manusia.... jam n sungguh la membazir eletrik....certain people sanggup park jauh and walk to the park...just to see the light.... for me n PIC... hmm..BORINGGGG..... for our little kids...lampu cantik...OK la...for them... we dun bother to park and just cruising in the car and after that we headed straight back.... so that is how we spend our SUNDAY!!


For me SA can realy get my attention. 



Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Sugary Spicy

Owh...what a tired weekend...penat melayan perasaan, fizikal, dan mental......
Yes it's a lot of things that we had been through last week and it is damn tired. My feeling was tired because of I have to face MUMMY B lack of knowledge..Hey...just because you didn't BF ur kid, that doesn't mean you cannot have the knowledge of that....Syukur Alhamdulillah everything went out well so far for me in my BF journey... Kalau niat kita baik..insyaallah, Allah akan menolong dan mempermudahkan perjalanan kita...

Fizikal penat...lepas trip to Cherating...biasala...can be considered long journey, hey it's 3-4 hours of driving. Still OK coz we used to it. heheh...cuma ntah ape yg penat sgt pun tatau la.....rumah still not fully recover from the bersepah session after trip..malas nye la....the best things about this trip is...I get to meet my long lost fren ALin..even tough it just for a few minutes, it's enaugh for me to know that she's doing well. Biasala...dah ada keluarga sendiri..and she is expecting..(sukenye saya)..whether I realize or not, I had known her for 10 years I guest. OMG and alhamdulillah...Hope that I can make another trip there to meet you again.

Hm...there is a few issue had come across my attention.. Why la some people are just so suspicious that they end up making their own conclusion.Which is not a good one. It just make things bad.

After all what happen last week...which is not a good week fr me, I wish for a brighter week. So far so good. Tired of listening MUMMY B...fade up..Hope that Allah will always be with me along my journey. 
Semoga saya dikurniakan dengan kesabaran yg tinggi dan ketabahan dalam melayan perasaan...

p/s : will try to upload the picas of our trip ASAP...kene curik dari FB member-member dulu....Jeng..jeng..jeng....

Thursday, May 20, 2010

MUMMY B..si tukang komplen

Kalau boleh..semua benda nak komplen..org nie buat keje tak betul...orang tu buat keje tak betul.....
cakap macam la bagus sgt....Like...dia tak penah buat salah...cakap pong pang..pong pang....macam hebat..tapi sebenarnya hampeh!...

Memang la dalam rekod, u dun make many mistake....it's simple because...You dun have work to do!!

The only work you do best- Complain about other people work! 



SORRY I'M NOT IN THE MOOD TO PLEASE YOU TODAY MUMMY B!!..kindly get away from my sigh as you are so damn annoying......


Wednesday, May 19, 2010

I won't give UP!!

Hanya kerana seseorang itu tidak ada knowledge, saya takkan menyerah pada orang macam nie.....

my so called MUMMY B!.....after all this while I'm having my pumping session, dah siap kasi tau HR dan dia awal-awal lagi...tetiba hari nie, dia boleh ungkit plak pasal masa yang saya ambil. sungguh lah MUMMY B tade keje..Just because you didn't give ur child BM dek kerana kekurangan ilmu...jgn ingat orang lain pun akan buat bende yg sama....

dia ingat saya heran...suruh write in to HR untuk inform regarding this matter. Tade hal la... surat dah pun di hantar. And, I already explain to HR. In this case, right not, I feel really sad...But no matter what. I will fight for my right. Kalau dipanggil oleh Management sekali pun saya sanggup demi anak-anak saya.

saya tahu ALLAH swt akan membantu mereka yg berserah padanya. semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan...
semoga saya berjaya menharungi dugaan ini dan dikurniakan kesabaran dalam menghadapi orang yang begini.

Jadilah orang yang berpengetahuan. and......I WON'T GIVE UP!!

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

My heart is somewhere else....

Argh.. my heart is somewhere else already...not in the mood already....time..time..please fly fast....
the beach is calling me already...


here is where I will be this weekend.....hope everything will be a memorable outing for the club member..... dah tak sabar nak sarung t-shirt AWAS the club

ibu cakap...jgn suka sgt..nanti duka..OK...keep in mind...

listing barang tgh buat...(so tipical of me..yes..if it's and outing like this..I must do a list, especially when kids around..so I am prepare for anything that might happen...ala-ala pertolongan cemas... )
satu muka surat...barang Little Miss Munchkin and Little Miss Daughnut....
:)




LOVE u.....

.....fill your heart with LOVE; there is no place for HATE.....


Thursday, May 13, 2010

In the month of MAY

Little Miss Munchkin all smile...sungguh boolat OK......
7 month already....cepatnye la...

 Little Miss Daughnut in her new hair cut..kemas la sikit walaupun selepas berlompatan di taman... 
4 years and 3 months old....

 Cubaan PIC mengambil gambar bersama Little Miss Munchkin...
being togather for 5 years 5 months

all the photo above had been taken last night back at home....




Wrap!!...Wrap!!...Wrap!!

OMG...I think I just fall in love with wrap....after being a silent reader on one of my frenz sister blog, It had caught my attention on the Wrap post...what is wrap...heheh...kene le masuk website babwearing.....macam-macam ada....ringsling, pouch, mei tai or SSC la...tah hape-hape lagi...tapi saya lebih tertarik dengan Wrap....the reason is...I can simple make my own wrapper and no sewing required (kepada yg malas nak kemaskan la)....then learn how to wrap my baby on it....yes....arghhh..ni yg rasa nak pegi fabric hunting nie...niat dihati nak cari crinkle cotton as it is the most talk fabric to do it.....other alternative is jersey & T-Shirt kind of fabric....kain bengkung pun boleh....hmm stretchy cotton maybe...haish...kene tengok dulu rege bape....takmo la spent banyak sgt kan....kalau dah expert nanti, maybe boleh try cari fabric yg mahal sket....so....PIC...can we go this weekend?..::wink::wink::...

mcm best kan........kemas dan baby akan sgt rapat dgn kita...they said, mommy can even BF while carrying the baby...so COOL!!

Kerja Siapkah Ini??

Monday, May 10, 2010

Mother's Day

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
to all mother out there....
everything that you give us,
It is something that money can't buy,
Thank You so much
for all the love and care that you provide us with....

Buat ibu..
terima kasih atas segalanya....

Buat arwah mak...
terima kasih
kerana melahirkan seorang insan untuk membimbing saya dunia akhirat
atas segala pengorbanan dan kesusahan yg dilalui membesarkan 9 anak tanpa suami disisi...
Al-Fatihah......

To my sister
Hope you will be a good mother to lil bambino dalam perut tu...

To all my SIL
Semoga kita sama-sama menjadi ibu yg terbaik untuk mereka dan tidak pernah berhenti untuk menyayangi mereka sampai akhir hayat.....

TO ME....
Hope that I can be a good mother to all my lovely children...
provide them with love and care...
provide them with all the knowledge they need to know for their future..

for the very first time...mother's day card from the creative hand of Little Miss Daughnut
got heart shape chocolate, but she finish it all on the way back from nursery

p/s : This post suppose to be post yesterday....hmm..better late than never..hahah...

Monday, May 3, 2010

Patung Cendana!!

Situasi kat opis nie yg sooo......tak adil sometimes... ke selalu sebenarnya...hmmm...

Senario seperti orang yg tak buat kerja, tapi depan bos...bukan main lagi...die lah yg paling baik....cheh...sungguh la berpura-pura...lepas tu..dapat pujian melambung..owh..contohilah dia...rajin buat kerja...buat kerja capat...wahai bos..die buat keje cepat, sebab die tade keje lain nak buat..tu je la keje yg on-hand die......die nampak rajin sebab mulut dia tak bising la...9-5 mengadap pc la....HELLO...cuba tengok screen komputer die buat pe?...buat kerja kah kalo tetiba sengih sensorang?..ha...sape nak jawap tu.....takut sgt kitorang nie menipu die...yg die tak tahu....anak2 kesayangan dia tu la yang selalu tipu dia...hahah..padan muka ko..

tu belum lagi, yang orang lain kene plak tolong dia buat kerja. Bukan lah kami nie zalim sampai tak mahu tolong dia, tapi.....SELAMA nie kalau kitorang dok sibuk buat kerja, ada dia offer nak tolong. Kalau setakat bos lalu baru sibuk nak pegang itu ini, bos blah je terus tinggalkan....BAIK TAK PAYAH...sungguhlah patung cendana

Orang lain rasanya, bekerja dengan lebih efisien lagi. Tapi ada dia nampak semua tu. Orang lain nampak macam kerja lambat siap, sebab sebenarnya kerja yg die tengok tak siap2 tu kerja batch lain dah...ada ko perasan ke?..Sungguhpun kitorang banyak mulut, tapi sembang kitorang berdiskusi la...dia senyap sebab tade sape nak kawan ngan die..ye la..kang silap cakap, kitorang plak kene report.....

Tak baik merungut sebenarnya kan...tapi nak buat camne...isk...Hambamu ini hanyalah manusia biasa yang punye hati dan perasaan...Inilah dugaan dalam mencari rezeki yang berkat dan Halal...uwaaa....

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Birth Story - Part 1

I was called to make this entry after being reading article from babycentre on birth suprise. It bring me back down memory lane on my own experience giving birth to my two lovely princesess Little Miss Daughnut and Little Miss Munchkin... It's an experience that for me every woman should experience...It make me love my Ibu more and appreciate mother love...It was such a memorable experience to me..it's hurt..but worthless...


Little Miss Daughnut

On 2nd February 2006, the arrival of my little princess had make my day. She was born on the due date as being predicted by the doctor itself.... I tell you, it was realy hurt OK...For the first timer, it was far away from my imagination.

Exactly a week before she come to the world, I had a realy bad back pain that I can barely stand. My husband had to papah me to the car and so on. I got my MC, but still cannot go back since Partner In Crime had to work. So what I do, get my rest at the Surau....

On the day before...I didn't experience any pain at that time. It just a little bleeding. huh...I am not so worried as I read before that it's normal to have this during the last trimester....how stupid am I..well..I'm a first timer..remember....then, from spot it getting more and more...the bleeding is just like the one you have during menstruation....at this stage, I started to worry..so I ask my Partner In Crime to go for check-up...since it was Chinese New Year and Awal Muharram holiday, not so much of clinic was open.. we end up going to one of the clinic in Sentul. Dr do the check-up and some scan..the baby was doing fine and the dr say not to worry much...it's going to be a week away.OK..so we headed home...in the afternoon, the bleeding is getting worst. So MIL ask us to go to the hospital straight...so we wait until after Isyak prayer to make it easy..
At hospital, the opening is only about 1-3 cm only..so I was awarded. 

I can realy feel the contraction only around 1:00 am in the morning....ouch....there goes along the night....my water broke around 2:30 am .... I deal with the pain by walking between toilet and my bed...I can't lay down...The best that I can so at that time was sitting on the chair and hold thigh the pillow...how I wish he was here with me...the nurse did come a few time to check....

At about 6:30 am...the nurse come to check and she was shock that there is already 6cm opening and she had to rush me to the labour room...the time she push me to the labour room, hubby arrive....the nurse said to hubby, "Nasib baik encik cepat"..heheh...

In the labour room, they gave me my uniform. It was an air cond and I feel very dry.ask for some drink but the nurse told me that they cannot offer me any drink just in case for emergency c-sect....when the contraction started to be heavy....I was like...cannot think anymore. All the doa and zikir was like everywhere...Thank dear for being there for me, to go through all the pain...I dunno how hard I squeeze your hand...But I do remember saying that I don't want baby in a few years time.

During the labour process, there was a few trainee and I dun mind bout that, coz all I think was to get the baby out of me. after all the push..and cutting and all....My little baby come out in about 2-3 push only. She come to the world at 8.33 am. Seeing her for the first time, I just cannot describe it in words... Yes..I did it. She is my kuih pau..ahahhah....putih and gebu......

it's a new world

...but it didn't end there..there is another problem.....

I got retained placenta...gosh....got a few jap which I don't know what was that for...the nurse and dr come a few time but still cannot get the placenta out...so another dr was called and she is the one that get the things out by using hands.....seeing her wearing such a long latex glove, I know it not normal case...and at last, it's out......go so many stitch because of that.....and it's not easy to discipline myself during the confinement for the first time....

Well..that's the story....the begining of my new journey.....

part 2 will be post later...hey..it my Little Miss Munchkin story.....

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Minggu sakit

Alahai...last week had been a sick week for both kids...
the result....Ibu had to take EL for 4 days...what to do....apa nak jadi pun, jadi lah

we can change our job, but we can never replace our kids....

It's all started on the friday a week before..Little Miss Munchkin got fever when being fetch from nursery..haish...as usual, ibu will give med from the stock that we still have back at home...Atok and nenek was here that weekend..missing their grandaughters so much.....hehe..after all the enjoyable japanese dinner and shopping...Little Miss Munchkin fever is still there..she is not so meragam...but when it comes to third day...something must be wrong....

Sunday morning, bring Little Miss Munchkin to clinic...when we said it was fever..and maybe it's a complication from her throat...the dr prescribe flu medication and Oh no...antibiotic........damn..hate it....

Monday.....both of the kids is missing to stay at home with ibu during weekdays that both of them sepakat to have fever...hmmm..so first day of EL that week....

Tuesday...off to school and nursery as usual....
afternoon...fetch the kids and staright went back home....at home..while waiting for dinner to be cook, Little Miss Munchkin started to be cranky....hurmm..there must be something wrong....owhh!! there goes rashes all over..started on her face....first things in Ibu mind is alergies...maybe food or dust....second taught..hurm..measles??
there goes medicated powder where will usually make the rashes go away...that night...she wake up a few time crying...after being feed..she still crying...owh...ibu start risau......

Wednesday.......look at the rashes which is still there...Arghhh..please..not measles...went to clinic 2nd time...confirm it measles.....dr Hasniah says the measles will go of in 5 days time.....hmmm..that's means....another EL....so there goes wednesday, thursday and friday....dunno what 'MUMMY' will say.....but...who cares...

mcm tak sakit je..geledah tetap geledah..mitten terpaksa pakai to avoid scratching


Saturday..she look much better...so afternoon...to wan house...aiya......Miss Muchkin got alergy pulak....dunno insect bite..or food alergy....pity her....hidung bengkak and again..rashes all over....as My Partner in Crime to went back coz her medication is at home....went back ASAP.....apply calamine lotion and give her some medication.....after feeding..she fall asleep..so does Ibu..hmm...zzZzzZz...

Sunday... after spending most of the week at home, we decide to bring the kids for jalan-jalan....since Little Miss Daughnut haven't went to playground for so long...so there goes Lake Garden...its play time.... we did enjoy the time there..it's a good spot for spending time with family...Love doing it...time to go back....

Back at home...at night..owh...Little Miss Munchkin had shown some sign of fever..and yes..her temperature went a bit high....put her to sleep and some rest....Ibu tempek Cool Fever ye adik...!!!....

Owh...what a weekend...Its a sick week terutama for Little Miss Munchkin...siannn anak Ibu sorang nie.......

Thursday, April 8, 2010

I want this Badly..

I want this Badly.....

Can somebody give me this as a present..heheheh..This things was in a hope, I can supply better...I realy wanna buy this, but...kene menabung dulu..This will cost me almost my 1 month salary tu..isk...
Every since I delivered Little Miss Munchkin, I somehow had become obses with BF and the things related to it.....My target is to supply Little Miss Munchkin until she is 2 yrs old at least....

The reason why BF...
  • I want to give my kiddos the very best they can get....I don't have much money to give them harta yang membukit, but I believe that this is more that those harta yang membukit...
  • I want to prove to myself and some people that a working mother also can BF ok.....kalo duduk rumah lagi senang, but sadly, certain people out there refuse to give their child the very best.....
  • I want to my child to have better health...and better bond with me...Little Miss Munchkin seems to bond with me better than Little Miss Daughnut...
  • I want to be a better mom..and I lurve my kids very-very much
  • And the main reason is to follow what Allah has stated in the Holy Quran ....

Monday, April 5, 2010

First Meal

Yesszaaa...

Little miss munchkin had her first meal on Saturday....the menu was, bubur nasi dengan kurma.. makan kat rumah nenek ok..ramuan kurma nabi + kurma Mabroom + kurma biasa....the resepi was simple,

boil all the dates until tender to remove the skin.
after removing the skin and seeds, boil together the rice and dates until tender..
then..wosh...wosh..wosh..into the blender....

memula makan, dia rasa pelik...sikit je dia makan. tapi ok la for starting...

Sunday Menu....

Sedap la sket kot....nenek dah bising kasi cucu dia makan bubur kurma je...
so Sunday Menu end up with ...

bubur sayur-sayuran (kentang, carrot & bayam) dengan ikan...

saya suka, tapi Little Miss Munchkin muka cam toya je bila makan....
haish....

Monday Menu

Sorry dear, ibu yg tak sempat hari ni, tak bekalkan adik bubur pun for your lunch. Tak pe..balik nanti, nak try bagi adik nestum apple cranberry yg beli hari tu...

For tomorrow, tgk la ibu sempat masak pe..
perancangan mcm nak buat bubur kacang peas dengan ikan
Hopefully you will like it....

Hopefully, ibu akan rajin untuk masak bubur untuk Little Miss Munchkin sepertimana Little Miss Daughnut last time...

Friday, April 2, 2010

Ibu yang tak sabar

Yeehaa!!..tak sabarnya tunggu hari ahad nie...

KENAPA???

sebab.....This sunday, little miss munchkin will be 6 month old. That's means...saya berjaya mensupply munchkin dgn zat2 yg diperlukannya.(walaupun terpaksa top-up sikit ngan susu formula bila supply tak cukup <-- saya menci keadaan ini). Wah...suka sebab dulu little miss daughnut hanya dapat zat dari saya cuma 2 bulan dek kerana kurang pengetahuan...sad...

Ini bermakna...dia dah nak start solid...ada jugak terfikir nak teruskan dengan hanya BM sahaja...tapi susah juga tu..sebab, banyak sgt tangan yg pemurah nak suap makan...dan little miss munchkin sekarang pun, suma nak sumbat masuk mulut... habis mainan little miss daughnut die gigit..semalam ada cubaan memasukkan benang yg dia jumpa kat karpet ke dalam mulut... haha..ibunye yg tak sabar, dah memacam resepi fikir nak bagi dia makan...terjumpa website cik annabel yg sgt banyak resepi untuk little miss munchkin...tapi kena sabar...saya terpanggil dengan ibu si kembar hari little miss munchkin yg mencadangkan hanya bubur nasi dengan kurma sebagai permulaan..menarik...maklumlah..makanan sunnah rasulullah...baik cuba ini dahulu sebelum ibu nye meroyan ngan resepi baby food yg lain...

Monday, March 22, 2010

Am I SelFish

Saya jual ikan??....hahah,

I just hate when people just do what they wanna do...whitout thinking about other people...I hate it! I hate it and I hate it!! there you go..I say it..

Those 'jual ikan' people, don't they think that other parties might have other agenda to do or what so ever. They might have other plan to do. Jangan sesuka hati amik keputusan tanpa kira orang lain punye hal.

Hello orang lain serve as a working slave from MONDAY to FRIDAY already...at night, we are housewife, mother and etc jugak tau..lagi penin kepala otak nak fikir opis n umah...ada kecoh macam 'jual ikan' people yang sibuk nak mintak cuti. Jaga rumah tu pun kira as kerja ke??. Penat memang penat, that is why when we get back, we hope to have a bit of rest. Bukan nak tambah kerje bagi menyenangkan org 'jual ikan' plak.

Yes, there is an exception of doing it.
But if it keep happening again and again...it's no longer a favor OK. I dah tak ikhlas nak tolong tau..I am not calculative..but, sometimes people are to much in asking favor..People are taking advantage on people who don't complain. HEY!, kindly consider other people k...next time, I might say "ADA AKU KESAH"....

P/S: jadilah orang yang mencari ilmu dan beramal

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Me Amour....

My Frog Prince......

Specially to My Partner in Crime...He know who he is...Love you so much ...and it getting strongger every day... Knowing you...just make me a better person..

p/s: this is my special blueberry muffin

My lovely munchkin and daughnut....

My sweet little daughnut and munchkin, both of you full of sugar and flavor ...nyummy...nyummy...stuffed with lots of love, hope can make you a better, bigger daughnut and munchkin...Love both of you so much...hugs n kisses...xoxo